Who are you, Steph? Who do you want to be?

I don't want much. I simply want a best friend. Where did all my friends go? Lost. Now i'm alone. I'm alone yet I still want to hide. I want to find some place safe and stay there forever. One month down, five to go. How do you find a best friend? I never was any good at keeping friends and now I'm back to zero. How fun would that be, to have someone who loves me.