Who are you, Steph? Who do you want to be?

Who am I anymore? The person who has shaped and molded me has disappeared and let me go, he didn't like who he made, perhaps. I am standing on my own. I'm back to trying to imagine who I want to be, where I want to go in life. Limitless possibilities is just too much for me to understand. Right now, I want to give up. I will live to a medium potential, maybe take a step down, and call that a life. It seems safer. Why try for something difficult when all that gives me is pain. Without my best friend's hand to hold, I doubt I am even capable of anything. It took me 6 months last time he broke my heart, here's to September.