Who are you, Steph? Who do you want to be?

Life is happening. It is scary how out of control we are. Today my life seems like it is dragging me along. Jen, one of my best friends, is in Thailand for two years. Riley, my only brother, leaves for South Korea tonight for one year, or longer. I talked to him for the last time today. I have to feel happy that people get to experience new things and enrich other people's lives as they have my own. The small amount of people I know is getting smaller.